Stranger In My Own Skin
How to get myself to do what is right when there is no will?
“The only way that we can live is if we grow. The only way we can grow is if we change. The only way we can change is if we learn. The only way we can learn is if we are exposed. And the only way that we are exposed is if we throw ourselves into the open.” — C. Joybell
Have you ever felt vulnerable or exposed?
If so… You agree with me that it is not a pleasurable place to be in, right?
All though it could be necessary — Transformation only happens after a breakthrough.
Going back in time a few years ago when it all started, there were me and my husband leading the worship team at church, seeking to grow bigger, record an album with our own songs… and just travel the world-leading people to worship God. “ On those days I put it out my heart thinking that only my willing to impact the world would be enough without implementation.”
What I am really trying to say here that to become all that I had in my mind, I needed to put in the work.
Praying … Talking About it … Or even crying … wouldn’t NEVER make my Dreams Come True.
But…I didn’t understand a very important principle to Sucess which I became to believe with all my Existence to be the key that opens all doors is DISCIPLINE.
Usually, humans in general, go through their days without realizing that whatever the situation is… in most cases with Discipline, Patient, and Massive Action things MUST GET BETTER.
It’s Law… whatever you put your focus on will increase.
The problem here is the lack of worthiness and Self Believe … these two powerful emotions can keep someone stuck in the same spot for years, always looking for the next big thing to learn some more theory and never really take any action.
I say that … with all conviction once I experience this process on My on Skin.
In the beginning, I bragged about the Internet Business, how awesome it was to work from the comfort of your home earning passive income.
But no one ( family and friends ) truly really believed that it was possible, Why? Because they knew no one that was actually paying their bills with the Internet Money.
It will be a moment on your journey where it is going to be only YOU and your DREAMS, this is a crucial step for the next phase, a time where we all have the chance to surround it all and just trust the process.
" All things are possible for one who believes " Marc9:23Unconditional belief will generate a strong desire, necessary to unleash the energy to take massive action.
Where Fear of not being ready, fear of not being recognized, fear of what other people think, and fear of failure or success will not longer HOLD YOU BACK.
“You must be the change you wish to see in the world.” — Gandhi
When the pain of not having what you want most is Bigger than the pleasure of holding yourself back … then … only then… one will allow thyself to unleash the energy to break free the old patterns and beliefs that once kept them paralyzed.
What bless moment that is … it’s like I can see the full plan now … I know where I am going… it all makes sense and finally, you feel Home Again…
Harmony and Peace it’s now your top priority, with consistent discipline the sky is the limit …
You can reach your greatest dreams …by accepting the challenge to work on self-transformation, yes …it is 100% the hardest job on the planet, but the reward is amazing.
Getting Myself To Do The Next Right Thing
It seemed to be impossible to take control and resist the temptation of that negative emotion.
My problem… I was not very polite and patient with my relationships, people thought I was rude very easily without even noticing.
NO PAIN NO GAIN
After a lot of pain… and almost losing my marriage, my family, and ending up alone, a decision needed to be made.
I was in control… From that day on I promised myself to be my Best Friend and let life take care of the rest.
As time went by I started to know myself, I was able to see my own behave and results, it’s kind of like, you step out of your body and start to observe what’s happening around and inside you, beginning to recognize the repetitive patterns and having the opportunity to reprogram your beliefs and once that happens you will live life in a new paradigm.
Never Give Up On Your Self!
Talk soon.
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